I began studying film and video because of my deep interests in the still image, but also because I needed to express myself in another medium. When projected in succession, still images meld together, and the persistence of vision creates a "movie." The retina retains the image longer than the eye is exposed to it. The individual images that were captured on film were on individual frames, and separated from one another only by an instant. The technology has evolved dramatically since Edison and the Lumiere brothers' created their "movies" in the 1890s.
People's likenesses, images, mannerisms, facial and corporal expressions fascinate me. As a dancer, I attended a great deal not only to my own studies as a flamenco dancer, but to how other people move and use their bodies, and why - athletes, musicians, 2-d and 3-d artists, and well, all likes of people.
Our brains have a truly "incredible" way (sure, maybe scientists can explain it, but there is still very little we know about the brain) of creating dreams. Ideas, thoughts, feelings, experiences, memories, concepts, perceptions, and even spirits enter our dreams. When my sister died, it was a traumatic experience, and one of the ways I was able to mourn was to express myself through dancing. At the same time, I wrote quite a lot, and found myself developing a video about my experiences that I was having. I had already been studying film and video, and I found that this medium was a good form for my expression. I actually made two films based on my story titled Ruby Red, but Three Dances was somewhat of a sequel to it. It was actually a more evolved version of my writing and first film about her. Interrelated, but two different expressions.
The five pieces that I made throughout my exploration of film and video are: ...and unto those banks, Ruby Red, Within Me, Three Dances and Immemorial. They resulted from a great deal of writing, research, shooting and editing. It was something that I needed to do, and as such, like Rainer Maria Rilke, I believe art [writing, to cite him accurately] is created out of need.